Okay so the year's not quite over yet but idk if I'll be a billionare by the end of the year, I'll write another journal if that happens I promise. And if I die before 2015 I'll write a journal and post yiff from hell.
2014 has been quite an eventful year. I'm a lazy fuck so I'll just sum up some things that I think is worth mentioning:
-Participated in/helped arranging two art exhibitions in my town. One had a fantasy pin-up theme and one had a fantasy LGBT theme. Both were very successfull and we actually made some real money!
-Hit rock bottom in the end of June. Was completely zonked out on meds for three months and was feeling utterely shit and behaved like a shit too, lost a close friend. It was for the best I guess because our mental issues clashed very badly together, and I sure learned a lot about myself. Like not to be a childish possessive shitkid haha. I'm less of a crybaby now too, ehehe. I guess I grew up a bit?
-Learned that I'm demisexual. Didn't know about the term before. Felt god damned good to know there's a word for people like me.
-Learned that I'm transgender. Not 100%, I call myself genderqueer for now I guess, but I usually wear a chest binder and no make up now and I feel really comfortable that way. He/him pronouns are fine but she/her is okay too, I'm not really labeling myself right now as I'm still figuring it out.
-Learned a LOT about being true to myself, and be true to my art style. Found a lot of inspiration and is more on my way of figuring out what I like to draw than ever before! I still have and will always have WAYS to go, tho.
-Lost weight from 163 to 138 lbs. Actually began working out and eating more healthy, yeeeeeeeeh go me.
-Got to know that I have ADHD (not officially yet since my doctors aren't allowed to do that, but they seemed to be pretty darn sure). Welp that explains a LOT about my fucking dysfunctional brain.
-Lost contact with the most manipulative, immature, self-obsessed person I know. Bye, dad.
-My and my partner's relationship is better than ever, and I'm just really really happy about that like all the time. I also got to know tt-n
who is like the damn cutest person I've ever met and aaah I just cannot. I also wanna mention my sweet awesome friend TheSani
and that faggot JandieMeraii
, even tho you are a pooplord. <3
THAT'S IT I think for the rest of the year I just slept and farted.